The day I got home from my first Vipassana meditation course, I put away my mala, all my books on Buddhism, stopped my daily recitations, prostrations and chanting. I went to the course as a devout Buddhist and came out agnostic. The absolute perfection of this is Vipassana is one of the 40 meditation…
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Whenever I’m in public I automatically recoil when I see someone I think I know. If I'm in a grocery store I'll back up with my basket and go the other way, at a bar I'll become overly interested in the conversation I'm having with whomever, at a restaurant I'll stare hard into…
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This is a journal entry I wrote March 30, 2009. I found this in my computer today and had completely forgotten I had ever written it… I had just broken up with someone who I thought was the love of my life a few weeks before I wrote this. The “love of my life” is…
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So what happened with Sean? I went to see him in Seattle and he met me at the airport with a single red rose. Cheesy yes, but I loved it. He is so tall and just hot he could have done just about anything and I would have thought it was great! He…
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My very old Mac was slowing dying, so before the inevitable crash, I bought a new one a couple of months ago. During the files transfer, Word for Mac got corrupted, so I now use Pages, which I think sucks mainly because I don’t know how to use it and it’s not…
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I’ve always found it really strange that every escort I now know is either married, engaged or in some kind of dating situation. At the time of this writing, I am the only single escort I know. Right now, I have two friends who are married, one who has a live-in boyfriend and another…
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I've been writing all these months and what often stops me from publishing my writings here is their appropriateness. I write every day and have two other writing projects and am meeting with someone to start a third project tomorrow in NYC. Most everything I write is very personal or what I sometimes feel is…
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A strange situation came up awhile back that really had me off -balance for the good part of a day. Someone I thought was a really great client called to tell me he didn’t want to have anything to do with me any more because I was considering opening a BDSM dungeon in Houston with…
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When I first started escorting, I never imagined that my clients would want to become emotionally involved with me. I thought escorting would be about intellectual bonding, some sex, and some fun. You know, it seems that everything people, including escorts, think about escorting is false. I’m now in three of the longest-term relationships I’ve…
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Originally Posted July 25, 2009 I’ve always felt very protective of the escort business. I’ve always hated it whenever the only depiction of an escort was as some drug-addicted streetwalker or some underage sexually abused runaway acting out or some girl or woman who had been forced into or kept in “the life”…
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